of the dead, of the living, & of the unborn

of the dead:

yesterday we watched 28 week later. it was fun. a lot of running here and there, like the blair witch, and a lot of gore (a tad bit too much actually). watching the movie, i was just wondering, which are worse, those zombies or the people? the undead seemed animalistic, yet men seemed so savage. maybe there is no answer. never mind. i'm not looking for one anyway. people are savage. one savage world.

of the living:

life as i know it seemed to spin like phantasmagoria, the haphazard changing of sceneries like in dreams. where everything seemed so unrelated but it is. the living around me changes as well. no more of the life i had a month ago. everything seemed so different. real yet unfamiliar. illusionary yet solid in my hands. life is just.

of the unborn:

anne and i had an debate(?) about what one should think of their future offsprings. i'm sure most of you will agree with her about planning good things for your future kids. setting your mind that your kids will be loved, nurtured, provided, unharmed, comfortable beyond any mortal. its all so glossy and sparkling to the eyes but i said no. i just think one should not actually dream and plan about something that does not currently exist. they may exist someday, so i think dream about it when they do start existing. why give yourself the pressure when now is not the time for those things. and with you're already giving pressure to the unborn man. if it is time, then i'm sure God would let us know otherwise. live the present well and right, and you will never go wrong tomorrow.