Granny

Dave Matthews Band

Hello how are you doing today
I hope I find you feeling healthy
I'm so glad our paths crossed this time today
On our way into the night

We find love it's hiding there
In the shadows in the darkness
Maybe you and I
Could bring it to the light
Love when I approach the tears
They fall like rain
You tell me baby your hearts into a thousand pieces

Now stop only old and wise with clouded eyes
You can't see what I can, but I
Blindly throw my faith to the face
Of the next good thing that comes my way

So here we are all of us stand around
We're leaning heavy on each other
Always wondering what is it that lies behind
The worried eyes of one another

I believe it's love that's hiding there
Inside you and inside me
Maybe the two of us could bring it to the light
Love when I approach the tears they fall like rain
You tell me baby your heart's into a thousand pieces

Now stop only old and wise with clouded eyes
You can't see what I can, but I
Blindly throw my faith to the face
Of the next pretty girl that comes my way

I say it's love that's inside here
Come on out and sell it, listen
Maybe you and I could bring it to the light
Love with my approach the tears they fall like rain
You tell me baby your heart's into a thousand pieces

Love
Baby
Love
Baby
Love
Baby

of the dead, of the living, & of the unborn

of the dead:

yesterday we watched 28 week later. it was fun. a lot of running here and there, like the blair witch, and a lot of gore (a tad bit too much actually). watching the movie, i was just wondering, which are worse, those zombies or the people? the undead seemed animalistic, yet men seemed so savage. maybe there is no answer. never mind. i'm not looking for one anyway. people are savage. one savage world.

of the living:

life as i know it seemed to spin like phantasmagoria, the haphazard changing of sceneries like in dreams. where everything seemed so unrelated but it is. the living around me changes as well. no more of the life i had a month ago. everything seemed so different. real yet unfamiliar. illusionary yet solid in my hands. life is just.

of the unborn:

anne and i had an debate(?) about what one should think of their future offsprings. i'm sure most of you will agree with her about planning good things for your future kids. setting your mind that your kids will be loved, nurtured, provided, unharmed, comfortable beyond any mortal. its all so glossy and sparkling to the eyes but i said no. i just think one should not actually dream and plan about something that does not currently exist. they may exist someday, so i think dream about it when they do start existing. why give yourself the pressure when now is not the time for those things. and with you're already giving pressure to the unborn man. if it is time, then i'm sure God would let us know otherwise. live the present well and right, and you will never go wrong tomorrow.

Time: Velocity of the Adventurer

Time's a moving real fast these days yessiree. A many many things happening nowadays. A little bit of luck bouncing up and down here and there. Places to be, people to meet up with. Strange events happening up and about. And somehow, time stretches for me.
Is this sounding like a 40's sci-fi manuscript? hahaha... Nah... its just me wondering why these things are happening. Well I can't really go into details... but this has been an extra-ordinary month so far. Hmmm... where do i begin? Well, let's just say the first week was hell of a fun ride. Relaxation, stress-free work, leisure, winning a nice prize, and other things need not be mentioned here. To sum it all up, everything was smooth sailing until one day, i suddenly felt my luck sink down. And then *BAM!* pop goes the balloon! A major problem at work, we lost an important equipment. I can't design anything now even if my life depends on it. Tried to tie loose ends with my ex. And I'm broke as a Lebanese swine herder.
Ok, so the last part wasn't real. A swine herder may have more money than I, but who cares? All I'm saying is "haven't you felt that feeling when everything is crashing and tumbling and sliding and falling down in just a small amount of time?" Sometimes you just feel that hope is dwindling away in every fraction of a second. Still, I guess it ain't all that bad, life bounces up as fast as it falls so I'll just wait for my luck to change direction. Just a little more time and everything will be back to normal. And once again I will be able to resume my worry free life. If I want to.